Some shit been weighing on my mind. Like, the kind of shit that I constantly think about before I go to sleep. A lot of it, honestly, I shouldn't put as much energy in. It's doing nothing but mentally draining me until I say something about it.
Here we go...
1. So, I had the perfect opportunity to tell this young lad that I had a thing for him. LITERALLY. And just to clear some air full of rumors (which I will get to next) I don't fucking like everybody, I'm only crushed out on 3 guys. May seem like a lot to you, but I like to keep my options open. Anyhoo, I kinda despise myself for not saying anything. For one, it seem like he had "a lot" going on at the time. I stayed to myself, we cool...but I wasn't in his face the whole night. Probably because I'm conservative, I don't force myself onto guys. That's not my style. I think I'm going to end up telling his friend who I'm like, mad cool with. Don't Know when, besides...even if I did now, i'll be too late. Ehhh, shit be like that sometimes.
2. I need a job still, just thought I would throw that out there.
3. Last thing, I never thought that I would genuinely despise an individual...wait, add an "s" on individual. F.Y.I. I was ranting on twitter about this subject. I hate when guys go around bitchin about me. Then they turn around and throw salt on my name. Niggas we're whispering in naive ears saying that I use people, I like everyone and that I am mean as hell. They're obviously saying that out of spite. Which shows a great amount of weakness. I would've never thought neither of "those guys" would lash out like that. In such a bitch manner. Like I said before,
I don't condone child like antics from grown men, nor tolerate them. And it's funny because everybody that I'm cool with knows better than what they have been told. So the question is....why? What have you accomplished?
Welp, that's it for now. I was going to write about some other shit like problems with some chickies. But, this will do for now.
Your opinion is appreciated, Peace
